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| Sunday, June 25th, 2006 | | 12:00 am |
sometimes.....
sometimes i doubt your commitment to sparkle motion Current Music: mad world | | Tuesday, June 6th, 2006 | | 11:36 am |
| | Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 | | 5:19 pm |
i'm curious
these line or two comments are getting stupid, give it to me straight what did i do to you, someone you know, or myself that has offended you enough to make you feel the need to repeatedly come here and post? who am i? you seem to know this so well so i figured it's time to get to know myself. and i'm serious, fire away.... | | Sunday, February 26th, 2006 | | 2:25 am |
pathetic
little sheep children following the herd following the voices in their empty little heads ::ends up where he began:: | | Tuesday, February 21st, 2006 | | 9:38 pm |
crazy kids
people are weird least i got that punk in there, that doesn't make me feel completely stupid that is all | | 9:06 am |
| | Sunday, February 19th, 2006 | | 10:23 pm |
| | 4:22 am |
how i got to 4am sunday morning, good news/bad news
good news.....jes came over, we chilled for a bit bad news....mark's too shy and didn't put any macks on her, after she left mark got reallllyyy drunk down at turston's in fox run good news....mark was drunk enough to where he didn't really feel much pain when the beer bottle hit his face bad news.....I WAS FUCKIN ASSULTED AND SOME DICK HIT ME WITH A BROKEN BEER BOTTLE IN THE FACE couple hours in the hospital get me to this point:  even more dickish is the attaker/attackers(i didn't see them at all, they were that fuckin sneaky) appearently threw the bottle at courtney first. nothin but savages in this town. there is soo much fuckin blood in front of tha bar that came from my noggin you could fill any shortage the blood bank of delaware may have on my blood type. my car's still there i gotta go see the optimologist in the morning(what am i saying, it is morning) i loved those fuckin glasses, now they're ruined, makin me even more blind until i can get them replaced(who knows how much i gotta pay for that) worst thing is little ole me tends to keep to myself, so whoever the intended target was....they missed....thanks a lot assholes i'm in that whole fight club high rignt now yes that's my blood on my shirt yes i'm comfortable with that i am enlightened | | Thursday, February 16th, 2006 | | 8:25 am |
run desire run
heh, i kareokee'd last night, the hallow, i miss teh singin so. the big bucks should roll in this week. time so splurge on furnature and a huge ass TV that'll make me change my pants after my first viewing. materialism FTW, who needs religion when you got a 50in TV? i wanna fuck you in your god's hands when your prayin bites the dust omg this girl puts herself to sleep with the history channel too <3<3<3 must give chase Current Music: head automatica | | Monday, February 6th, 2006 | | 10:55 am |
| | Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 | | 12:34 pm |
where did the time go?
i see myself very busy this month. i just realized i move out in a month. i just realized i make my last rent payment tomorrow. not that i've applied for the apartment yet or anything, hopefully that will be settled this week. much packing to be had. shouldn't be too bad moving a whole 4 bldgs away. but still i have soo much junk. bleh, no time for love dr. jones. i do miss waking up next to a warm body. female of course. i should probably work on that one of these days. evidently some officers of my WoW guild have taken notice of my efforts to organize our end game members and i'm now promoted to officially help get that off the ground. it's been a very fun and unique experience that i've never come close to in my 15+ year love of video games. mostly everyone i've come to play with regularly are cool people. it's got everything i've ever loved in video games: good story, multiplayer, RPGage, and deathmatch, it's all there. so in conclusion WoW+move=i'm not leaving the house for the month | | Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 | | 11:30 pm |
| | Sunday, January 15th, 2006 | | 3:14 pm |
| | Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | | 9:09 am |
| | Monday, December 19th, 2005 | | 8:52 am |
I suck so hard at being an ex. I've never been in a situation like this. I didn't realize certain things would effect me so much. Well...i kinda did for situations like saturday, but my wishes were disregarded. I have no freakin clue why I'm not completely over it. It's been like two months now...little more i think. I'm usually fine 90% of the time, but certain things will set me off for days. Maybe it's because i didn't have the whole she's gone phase. It's hard to mourn losing a lover when you still see her everyday. I don't know, i just don't know. I don't want to be all moody, with all these ex petty insecurity feelings lingering, i wish this stuff didn't effect me, i wish my heart would listen to my mind. I should have been better prepared for it. it's always lingered in my mind that i'd lose her to her old life, her fiends, her city. that and i'd not be good enough because i wasn't her usual male preferance. should i have brought this stuff up? probably, but i just wrote it off as lover's paranoia. i do feel lucky to have spent as much time with her as i did. coolest girlfriend ever. i'll be uber-jealous of any boy she has her eye on because i know they'll be in for a super fun, super hawt lady ;-P. man this turned into a rant. look ma, i'm mourning! Damn i need to get out more, i can't remember the last time i left the state, that's saying a lot....i can drive 10 miles north, east, or west and be in one of three different states. I've been hiding on WoW too much. It keeps my occupied, keeps me from worrying about all this other stress too much. It's a fun experience though, got a cool guild full of nice people. It was nice to get out friday, drink, act stupid. You can't go anywhere in fucking small ass delaware without seeing someone you know. we go to deerpark, and bill krupa from grade school comes up to us and hangs with us for a while. We got out to some girl's house that ricky knows and jessica happened to be there. I got another cali party wake up call early sunday morning from sid and tara :-) ok, maybe i should get to work now. here's your regularly scheduled link showing the darker side of WoW RPing.... http://www.deceiveguild.org/forums/viewtopic.php?t=562(EDIT: Deleted "anonymous" comment, those two replies are in response to it.) | | Friday, December 16th, 2005 | | 3:06 pm |
R.I.P. "the van"
Back in my weee teenage years we had a ritual. Every friday after work, i'd hurry up, get changed, hop in our red 92 plymoth voyager, pick up usually more people than it should hold, and drive to the christiana mall, specifically the parking space under the "C-8" sign. Much fun was had in that little 8 seater: drinking, some illegal stuff(not by me of course), and a little softcore event affectionately called "the boobie-fest". It is with great sadness today that i must report "the van" is no more. It's been dead for a few months in front of my parents house, hell it'd already been replaced, but the other day, it was taken to Delcastle High School, where it will once again serve the high school crowd, but not in the ways it did the mall crowd all those years ago. The van was infamous, we heard whispers that people we didn't even know, from schools we did not even attend, would sometimes brag that they were in "the van" the friday before at the mall. It was the Club 54 of it's time and place. We were so cool we got kicked into the mall. The van was so infamous that security once told us it was under the watchful eye of a camera(which was probably bull.....C-8 was so far away from the bldg.....and most of the events happened in other parking lots). I first saw action with my first few girlfriends in that van(though oddly enough i lost my virginity in someone elses car). It was also where i first witnessed the beauty of female on female experimentation. Sadly enough, i didn't partake much in the wild activities of the van. I was, alas, too much of a loser and spent more of my time chasing a single girl in the mall than watching 4 girls topless in the van. Damn i sucked back then, if i met my prior mall self i would slap him. With that said i am still deeply honored to pilot such a legendary vehicle every week, to the boring place we'd always find ourselves at on a friday night. R.I.P. "the van" 1992-2005 ::sob:: i promised myself i wouldn't cry ::sob:: Current Mood:  sad | | Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 | | 3:11 pm |
thanks sony
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10069563/i was wondering why life of agony's "broken valley" would not burn to winamp....:-/ god knows what they're trying to stuff in your PS3 good job sony.......way to make it safer to pirate albums than buy the physical cd | | Friday, November 11th, 2005 | | 1:10 pm |
what a lousy fuckin month
guess what i'm doin this weekend? NOTHING! why? BECAUSE THE PARTS AREN'T IN FOR MY CAR! guess what i'm doin when i get the car back? NOTHING! why? BECAUSE THE FUCKING REPAIR IS ABOUT $1000 now i'm lonely....and broke......and grounded.......and maxed out ::breakdown:: | | 9:59 am |
| | Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 | | 10:55 pm |
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